Not Really a Blogger Type

i guess i'm not really the blogger type, takes me a long time to put something on my blog spot...
that or i'm just not hooked enough yet.

i'm determined to keep this blog updated.

i'm busy with things (excuses), thats why i cant update my blog spot as often as i wanted.
i got a day job monday to saturdays and i've got 2 kids to take care of, a house to run...
that and i'm kinda a spoiled/protected child who is used to my parants caring for me(hard to admit but its kinda true).

i wanna take hold of my life, do what i wanna do and accomplish things...
but i dont really have that enought courage in me.
i think i blame my failures to people who i think gives me a hard time(easier than to admit its all me).

i'm not the best writer or anything but i'm not being evaluated here... or am i?(hehehehe)
i got a problem with sticking to a topic.
and another problem with the feeling of being evaluated by a teaher in school.
still have nightmares of school days.

blogger or not, i'm gonna keep this blog spot.